If in verse 4 of Psalm 51 the penitent recognizes their responsibility, verse 5 is an outright declaration of it:
Psalm 51:5: “For I know my offense; my sin is always before me.”
The penitent fully admits and recognizes their sin. The penitent does not and cannot hide from it. No excuses, a straightforward and humble admission that the sin is theirs. Not only that it is theirs, but its commission is troubling to the conscience, “Is always before me.” And until there is reconciliation with God by asking forgiveness, the sin will be a hindrance to further progress in spiritual growth and holiness. No getting closer to God with this on the conscience.
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